trippin'

Damn I make good chai. Really good chai. Mmm.
So... Life is a trippy ride, isn’t it? We all get put on this earth and we wander around, hither and thither, pursuing this, pursuing that, accomplishing this, acquiring that and then.... and then....
And then.
As i sit here overlooking Ma Ganga, the great sacred river of India that millions of Hindus revere, i ponder.
Weather has changed. Totally. It is now officially warm. Afternoons reaching 29-30.

5 more days and then the scenery totally changes.
Is it time to get excited now?
One lifetime, so many excitements, so many disappointments and so many heart breaks.
From what I hear, Grandma is recovering, it sounds like. Doesn’t at all surprise me that she doesn’t figure she is done with this living thing yet.
And me, i am getting poised and ready to fly again. to take flight, to step off another cliff. My favourite places are the in between places; the zones between one place and another, separating one set of activities from another.
I dunno, i like the variety i guess; the unexpected. Some people dislike the unknown and have a hatred for change. I guess i’m quite the opposite.
Well, ya. So, in 5 days so much will change. All that i have adapted to and become accustomed to over the past 3 months will all completely change.
I have to say I have clearly let go into life here. So much so that I rarely have days of feeling out of place anymore. I feel totally at home compared to 2 months ago when I was having so many issues “fitting in”.
I realized over that time that... it was not the situation itself, or the people, who were MORE than welcoming, understanding and accepting of me, but it was my perception, of everything, that i made it so hard on myself.
Life is a trippy ride.
I think today we are going river rafting. That’s the plan.